Carrying Grief

It’s been almost six weeks since the birth and death of my baby girl due to labor and delivery complications (chorioamnionitis). My labor was induced at 40 weeks and 4 …continue

K is for Kite

I didn’t want to be on earth any longer.  We had received the devastating news that after doing the cooling cap therapy, nothing had changed.  “I’m so sorry,” Dr. Tannenbaum’s …continue

Milo’s Story

January 11th, at about 5 am, I rolled over in bed and felt a warm gush from between my legs, soaking my underwear and my sheets. My immediate, elated reaction …continue

My Girl

After three miscarriages, my husband and I decided to try one more time. In March 2009, I took a pregnancy test and gave it to my husband, Mykol, to look …continue

My Story

My story, the story, the end.  It was joyous when I found out. We had talked about trying for a baby in a year just the week before. A week …continue

Love and Loss

My husband, James, and I met in December of 2003. Then friends, we had no idea what a wonderful and horrendously sad adventure that friendship would turn out to be. …continue

The Heart of the Ocean

At 9 weeks I was gushing blood and they swore up and down I was loosing the baby….. I didn’t. We breezed through the next few weeks easily until 18 …continue

The Emotional Impact of Loss

In December 2005, I gave birth to a stillborn son. While in the hospital, I experienced a grief so profound and transcendent, it almost lifted me up, after which waves …continue

A Missing Piece Of My Heart

I met my wonderful husband in 2007 on Facebook. After a few years of having a long distance relationship, we decided we couldn’t live without each other and wanted to …continue

Caledonia

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Mother’s Day

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It Has Been 38 Years…

It has been 38 years, one month, seven days. 457 months. 13,807 days. 333,637 hours. Over 20 million minutes. Over a billion seconds. The time since my life changed. Forever. …continue