It’s been 11 days since we parted ways,

I’ll never understand why you’re there

and Here am I.

Stuck on this shit hole place, alone….

I don’t understand why….

Why did you have to die.

I hate the world today,

I’ll hate the world tomorrow…

Everyday that I remember your sweet face,

Your tiny fingers and toes,

I’ll hate the world that day.

I will not be there to teach you to look both ways

as you cross the streets in heaven.

I won’t be there to teach you how to read,

Or how to ride your bike across the clouds.

I won’t be able to hear your first words,

Or ever hear your sweet laugh, or see your sweet smile.

So forgive me, If I hate the world today

Because you are there,

and Here am I.

My days have no ends,

and my nights have no dreams….

Only pain….In my heart, my soul.

Knowing I have to wait a lifetime to hold you again,

So forgive me baby, If I hate the world today,

Because you are there,

and Here am I,

I am a mother that lost her child, before she even got to hear his first cry.

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